Really.
People can say anything they want to say and they can try to tell how I feel. This is my art of love. Anyone who has a love close to this, clearly knows what I’m saying. Anyone who wants a dream to come true, knows how I’m feeling.
“You should have loved person with good job, high educational background”, they say. And I say to them, “Afterall, I’m just human who are powerless when it comes to face the destiny. Love is something I’m unable to create and to decide to whom I’m gonna fall in love with. If I have a power to do so, I would create love and pick the person like you want”. They remain silent.
“Your love is blind”, They say. And I say to them, “No, my love is not blind. It’s just willingness to accept its imperfection”. They remain silent.
“You should forget him”, they say. And I say to them, “You’re in the wrong place to ask me that. Why don’t you go and tell God that? God has given me this feeling so God has to be the one who take it away”. They remain silent.
Love chose me, not I chose love. No one never knows what my future will be. Not them, not even me. God, I believe, has it own secret. The secret has not yet been revealed. I’m trying not to put so much thought on this matter. This is between me and My Almight God – to put me on the test on how much my heart can take. And I do believe that, God has a very big plan from me. They can’t take this. Precious love I’ll always have inside me. Certainly, God will guide where I need to go.
Heart, I know I’ve been hard on you. I’m sorry for the things I’ve put you through. Heart, what I feel is love. So before you start to break on me or ask for sympathy, I need to make you see. Sometimes we’ll get hurt. And right now it’s our turn. Heart, all the hurt will soon be gone. If you’ll just keep on being strong. You will always be my friend, so keep on hangin in.
To my other half soul, I’m saying sorry in advance, cos things won’t always go to plan. Even though, this love is undoubtful. How when the going is getting tough and we’re all about giving up, let the God do the rest. It’s always getting better and it’s gonna take some time to get it right. I’m still learning the art of love. I’m still learning to sacrifice. I’m still learning how to give. We both know that we’re holiding on cos we can’t let go. We have to give up on the fear of being alone.
To the world against me. You could make do things you wanted me to do. With all my respect, I’ll do what you command. But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams. You do not realized, what you’re doing, it simply breaking me pieces by pieces. And I will die slowly eventually. There is a love to save here. It’s not perfect, but it’s worth it.
"It feels like my point of existence has vanished with you in the distance. Whatever it takes I’ll persist till I see your face again"
